Happy 2020 everyone. I know it's been forever since there was last any activity here from me, but I just haven't been motivated or interested in doing a whole lot on DeviantART these days (that isn't related to the Chao Island group). I would really like to change that, but I have seemingly no incentive to do do. A lot of the people I'm familiar with are no longer active here, and it's hard for me to remain active somewhere that my contacts aren't active on, and while yes, I could always make new friends, that's easier said than done for me.
The majority of my activity these days is on Twitter, so if you aren't following me there, and want to see the latest from me, you probably should. It isn't art-focused though, so if that's the only thing you care about from me, than you're excused.
I REALLY want to try and post art more frequently, but first, I need to be motivated to draw more, and second, I need to tell myself to just go ahead and upload my art for people to see, as I've been reluctant to share some of my art in recent times. I also want to try and branch out of my comfort zone more, as I've become less and less willing to take risks with my art over the years, and thus I feel I haven't had as much improvement as I did back from 2009-2012 or so. I want to try and start drawing humans more, or at least more humanoid characters, so I can get more practice at that (and totally not just because I would like to do half-decent art of my OTP). I imagine that most people who watch me probably do so for the Chao and Pokémon art I do, so I hope a potential change in the content I do doesn't bother people too much, if I even decide to post stuff from outside the norm.
As far as where I'll decide to be most active art-wise, I have no idea. Twitter ain't exactly my place for art (at least not right now), and my lack of activity on dA has likely destroyed a lot of my watchers' interest. These days I don't exactly have a specific platform for my art, and I've usually only been occasionally sharing stuff with contacts via Discord. I need to just tell myself to go ahead and post stuff for people to see, even if I don't think people will care about it, so I'll probably try to use both dA and Twitter for art and see how that works out.
Again, I'm really sorry for the lack of activity, but my anxiety, depression, and other misc. health problems have been keeping me from really doing a whole lot. I'm currently 24, I have no job, have not returned to school since graduating High School in 2013, I can't drive, and I STILL live with my parents. My life is a complete mess, and I have no idea how to sort it all out, especially considering there ain't much opportunity for people like me where I live. Drawing has been the least of my concerns as a result, even if I could always try taking commissions to at least make SOME money...if people are even interested that is.
Anyways, that's pretty much all I have to say regarding my current situation. I hope I can somehow commit to what I would like to try and do for this year, but it's probably just gonna be wishful thinking from me. The only way to find out though is to wait and see what happens.
Until next time.
Current Mood: Paranoid